...I'm still alive. Getting my MoJo back~~is that right??~~is takin' time. I've taken it upon myself to "Get a Life." I've got alot of catching up to do. See you all soon.

...Too much sadness.
Too many memories~~not, good ones.
Too long, trying to forget.

How can I be happy
if things are so unsettled;
masking this, with too many..

..too many, regrets.

I want to share joy,
not sorrow, here;
impossible, not to be true.

I hope I won't be forgotten here....

Disappearing in the blue.

***

I turned to Paxil/CR (25mg,per day)...the side effects are crappy, but I know they will pass.

To those who've stuck around here. Thank you. I haven't forgotten you. It's been a roller-coaster..I need to get myself well. I'm still writing as much as I can.

Sorry, for my absence, and lack of comment. Be well..I'll be back. Promise.

adam.

....There's a poem, @ "HUSH" you can read. It's so much better, I feel, than a spanking story. Sometimes, inspiration comes from the most heart-wrenching sources~~like a father, with short-term memory loss.... There is music too, which comforts. This is my latest discovery. I love her voice...

WARNING : Adam/Cain, is getting "naughty"!!!! (ie: "Breathless")

spank*spank~~ !

Click the link. Hope I don't lose any of you, with this one.

Love you all, adam-i-am. 1/3/07

This goes out to everyone who dropped in here, and tried to figure out just who the heck I am! LUCY, I know, is having an awards Night, and Party, for New Years...I wanted to write a little note to her, here, if you don't mind. Lucy: I've been in The Stream such a short time, that it's hard for me to Nominate. Next Year, I will be here, to add my Votes, and Party up, @ midnight. ~~I will drop into the Party though..you can be sure of that. I don't have to work tonight. What I hope to do, is get a story (yes, a spanking story--blush, butt, true--posted by 12 am [@ "Breathless"]...then, I'm going to be making the rounds, and getting my high-spirits butt, over to LUCY's Party!!! I'm looking forward to finding out who the winners are. These will be the peeps I'll be visiting in 2007. I'm really happy I started up here. I'm all over the map, and I'm sure there are more than a few of you who are still trying to figure this out~~~but, believe me, when I say...Blogger, Journalspace, Blogstream...All of you, are part of this wonderful experience of getting "the bones down"~~as a favorite writer of mine said. Blogstream...next year...2007...will be great. Love you, adam.