...I'm still alive. Getting my MoJo back~~is that right??~~is takin' time. I've taken it upon myself to "Get a Life." I've got alot of catching up to do. See you all soon.

...Too much sadness.
Too many memories~~not, good ones.
Too long, trying to forget.

How can I be happy
if things are so unsettled;
masking this, with too many..

..too many, regrets.

I want to share joy,
not sorrow, here;
impossible, not to be true.

I hope I won't be forgotten here....

Disappearing in the blue.

***

I turned to Paxil/CR (25mg,per day)...the side effects are crappy, but I know they will pass.

To those who've stuck around here. Thank you. I haven't forgotten you. It's been a roller-coaster..I need to get myself well. I'm still writing as much as I can.

Sorry, for my absence, and lack of comment. Be well..I'll be back. Promise.

adam.

....There's a poem, @ "HUSH" you can read. It's so much better, I feel, than a spanking story. Sometimes, inspiration comes from the most heart-wrenching sources~~like a father, with short-term memory loss.... There is music too, which comforts. This is my latest discovery. I love her voice...

WARNING : Adam/Cain, is getting "naughty"!!!! (ie: "Breathless")

spank*spank~~ !

Click the link. Hope I don't lose any of you, with this one.

Love you all, adam-i-am. 1/3/07